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Journal Entry April 30, 2024 [Thursday, April 10th, 2008 @ 1:03pm]
[ mood | loved ]

*sighs and smiles* I can't believe that I am in love again, I haven't felt this great about a guy in a very long time, actually I thought after Jake I would never find love again. I finally told Zeke about my situation and my big secret that not even my family knows about because I didn't want to have to deal with anyone telling me that I they are disappointed in me especially my mom in which I feel so bad that I can't tell her, I mean I thought me and Jake would be together forever until our little situation that he got upset and that's why he cheated on me but I'm glad that I found Zeke, he cares so much for me and he understands me, and he wants to be with me and I love him so much, we have been together for a little over 2 months and its been the most happiest 2 months in a very long time.

Anyways, so I became a Charmed One a couple days ago. I have to tell you that I am a little scared and nervous but happy at the same time. My mom decided to pick me over my brothers, why? I have no clue, but I guess I don't have a choice now since I did the ritual and everything in becoming a charmed one. I just don't want to disappoint anyone or even get anyone killed because I'm doing the wrong thing. But I'm glad that I have Parker, we are so close and just knowing that she is a Charmed One too means the world to me because I know that I can go to her with anything. Ariel is also a Charmed One, I mean yeah we are close, but we aren't really really close, but I guess we will all have to be now. I just hope that I don't screw up or anything.
Anyways, I was just on my lunch break from school and I better get to class, can't miss my fabulous literature class :)

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[Tuesday, March 25th, 2008 @ 11:46pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

GOD why can't my mom and dad just listen to me sometimes. so my mom found out about the beach incident but what she doesn't realize was that I was under some type of spell. I don't know but I feel like some demon is always watching my ever move whenever I'm around Zeke. So I got grounded for that and she wouldn't even listen to word I have to say she is always thinking that I do it because of my stupid hormones, but I know that I'm better than that. It drives me crazy when they think of other things normally and not magically. I am a halliwell, and I do have demons after me because of my family, but no, that type of stuff can't happen to me it has to do with my hormones. I just wish I had someone to talk to and maybe help me capture this demon or maybe come up with a spell or potion that Zeke and I can take or say so that we can't get infected anymore. I feel like I have noone to go to because I'm too busy getting grounded for being under a spell. sometimes I think that Wyatt doesn't even listen to me. *sighs* is there anyone that I can go to for help without being judged? anyways, I should get back to my homework before my mom comes up and grounds me again.

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[Friday, March 14th, 2008 @ 10:15pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

So this week has been the most amazing week EVER! Not only am I getting really good grades in school, not to mention getting an "A" in daddy's hard hard class on advanced telekinetic orbing, and I'm even getting the hang of it. I just hope that his next test won't be too hard like they always are, in fact every night he comes up to my room to make sure that I'm studying he's always saying "my tests aren't hard, you just make them hard because you study very little" I guess he's right, I mean I do take his class for granted sometimes because he's my father, but I guess he's not even going to give me a break, and you know I'm glad that he's not because I actually am enjoying the class. My advanced potion class is going really well, even though my lab partner managed to screw up his potion yet again and made a huge mess.

Now on to some good news. I think I finally met a guy that actually gets me. I know that I talked about him sometime last week about us bumping into each other and everything and we started talking. Well, tomorrow is our fist official date even though the places that we go to seems like a date. I mean for some reason we always end up making out with each other or something. I don't know, I mean first we'd be talking and laughing and the next thing, BAM, I'm ravaging him and well, you get what I was trying to do, luckily I always stop myself before things go too far. I mean I'm starting to like him a lot and I don't want to ruin it by well, what we almost did. It was kind of weird, for instance we went to a beach in Mexico and we were swimming and just playing and the next thing you know my top is off and he's groping me, it felt nice</> when I finally realized what had happened I was sooo embarressed. Then if things didn't get worse that day, my Ex-boyfriend Jake, was in Mexico with some friends, and I don't know what came over me, but I felt the urge to want him and what did I do, I started making out with him, and then the next minute I came out of it and that's when it happened Jake and Zeke started fighting and knowing Jake's strength, he threw Zeke through a window at his beach house and Zeke nearly died, he was unconscious for a long time. the weird thing is after that fight he started hearing these voices, that's supposedly his whitelighter, so I guess he finally got one and I'm happy for him.

So for tomorrow night, I got an outfit at the mall the other day with some friends, I severely needed a girls day to get away from my family. So I bought this really cute top and a nice skirt to go with it. I figured I would dress, dressy casual just in case. Well, I better get going, got to head off to work and earn those bookoo bucks *says sarcastically*

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GREAT DAY! [Sunday, March 9th, 2008 @ 3:14pm]
[ mood | happy ]

I can't believe it, yesterday I bumped into this guy named Zeke, it was my fault cause I was reading and walking the same time. Well, I found out that he is a new student at magic school, so being a nice person, I showed him around and we went to the school cafe and had coffee and we talked for a long time, it was nice. Then in the hallway we saw my cousin PJ, she got kicked out of class again, GO FIGURE, anyways I found out that my last classes were cancelled because a student accidently got something wrong and blew the classroom up, so I took Zeke and PJ to P3, where me and Zeke just sat and talked some more and gotten to know each other. It was nice to have someone to talk to, I feel like he gets me, in fact he even asked me out officially on a date, and I can't wait, I felt like my stomach was turning in circles, and then he did the most amazing thing without ever knowing he leaned over and kissed me, well, lets just say that Wyatt wasn't too happy about that, but it was nice, even if we were just getting to know each other. Anyways, so next weekend we're going out and I'm sooo nervous, I think I need some advice, and I don't think I can go to my dad or Wyatt or Chris, and I don't want to tell my mom quite yet, so I just don't know what to do. *looks at watch* OH SHOOT!!! I better go or I'll be late for class. I'll update you asap though!

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